Confessions of a Confused soul~!

I wait because I need to know!

I need to be sure about where I go!

The surface calm hides my inner storm,

Tears flow as either ways there is only harm!

When I turn right, I feel myself,behind, I have left,

And when I turn left, I clearly know I am not right! 

So scared to speak out,

Afraid to break out!

I need to shake up,

From this torture I have to Wake up!

When I am asleep I live my reality,

In my reality I lie asleep!

The superficial pretense,

Of denying feelings intense!

Smiling to prove a lie?

I'd rather break down and cry?!

I am walking because I can't stand still,

I am still cause in circles I end up walking!

Oh life! you and your idiosyncrasy!

I can see, but I choose not to see!

Hi,

Haha! Confused?? 

Welcome to my world! :D :P

Until more confusions,

xoxo!