Confessions of a Confused soul~!
I wait because I need to know!
I need to be sure about where I go!
The surface calm hides my inner storm,
Tears flow as either ways there is only harm!
When I turn right, I feel myself,behind, I have left,
And when I turn left, I clearly know I am not right!
So scared to speak out,
Afraid to break out!
I need to shake up,
From this torture I have to Wake up!
When I am asleep I live my reality,
In my reality I lie asleep!
The superficial pretense,
Of denying feelings intense!
Smiling to prove a lie?
I'd rather break down and cry?!
I am walking because I can't stand still,
I am still cause in circles I end up walking!
Oh life! you and your idiosyncrasy!
I can see, but I choose not to see!
Welcome to my world! :D :P
Until more confusions,